Stole this from an Olympics commerical.... "hardest job is the best job! thanks, mom" Its so true. I remember being on bedrest with Layden and thinking that I couldn't wait to meet my handsome little man. Now, at 19 weeks today, I sit on bedrest patiently fulfilling God's purpose for me. God has big plans for this beautiful little angel. So what might appear, to me, to be wasting time or making me feel unproductive, I still hold the title of Leland's wife and mom to these two little miracles.
Being a mom is the hardest but most rewarding job I have ever had. And we all know that nothing that is worth having is easy.
I also believe in vision and goals. And that is one reason this bedrest difficult. But since I have to have one, I just need to readjust my goals, temporarily and allow my long term goals to be on hold. Well, frankly, even short term ones before this.
God is placing seeds of encouragement daily through his word, our peeps (thank you so much for the support, we wouldn't know what to do without you), tv, and reading, etc...... I thank him for allowing me to never be alone. When I find my security in Him, my anxiety subsides and if I always trusted in that it would disappear for good.
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