Life and Loss

Its been a week for the record book. Up and down emotions....Most of all we reflect on the blessings God has given us and I am so grateful. Beyond belief.

How do we make sure circumstances don't define us? Wake up and choose to be in control over it. Choose to have faith. Pray for peace and comfort. Know that the plan is way bigger than we see.

There aren't any lessons learned here. Just loss. Emptiness. Only can be filled with the focus of all positive blessings in our lives. Helping others. Blessing others. Redirecting the grief and using it constructively to make a difference. Waking up every morning to a new day with a toddler who's very existence is completely miraculous. The love we feel for him is incomparable. unconditional. irreplaceable.

Prayer for full peace and recovery and the gratitude of what the creation of life meant to us. Possibilities and incredible life fulfillment are in our future. What does our commitment to God cost us? Sometimes having faith in the Will of God is so difficult to reconcile with our emotions and our fleshly desires. He never said it would be easy but he will bear our burden if we confide in him. Matthew 5:4. Having faith in Him and his Will means we never have to be alone.